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Bro. A whole year has gone by. It's been good and bad. Mostly bad for me but I just have to keep my head up. So earlier this summer when we first got out of school, things were fine. Then my mom went to Iowa to work and she was there for two months. When she came home, she was different. She was home for a surgery in fear that she had cancer. When it was over I started to notice that things were tense between my parents. When my mom told me that they were going to get a divorce, I wasn't shocked. I was mostly okay with it because for years I strongly disliked my dad. Some other really shady stuff went down between them and basically here we are now. I'm so sad all the time and thank goodness I told someone because I'm starting counselling on Monday. I'm actually really excited to go and get help. I really need it and I'm glad that my parents agreed. My dad did a really awful thing over Thanksgiving break and that is what kind of pushed me to get help. It was the straw that broke the camel's back. There have been good times too but mostly my year has been pretty sad. I'm so thankful for my friend though who have helped me all through this battle. I love them all, Hannah, Kacy, Shania, Brodes, Taylor, Chase, Celia. Man there are too many to name. Everyone near and dear to my heart that has helped me through this year is amazing and I love you!!!

Not my personal genie?

So if I were to get three wishes for other people, the three I'd pick would be for Kacy, Hannah, and Shania. I love them all dearly and they are beautiful noonicorns and yus. Okay focus Anna. Alright so the wishes I'd wish for them.. Hmm.. This is tough... I wish for Kacy that her and Brodes stay together forever and get married and they're that cute old couple that everyone always refers to when they're thalking about that cute old couple like I'm doing right now. Anyway, sorry my ADHD is going a little nuts here guys. Just try to bear with me here I'll get done eventually. Okay Hannah's wish. I wish that Hannah would have amazing art skills. She always gets down on herself because she thinks she can't make art like I do and it makes me feel bad when she says like, "I wish I could do that". And last but definitely not least, Shania. So Shania's wish is gonna be that she gets to fly out and see her brother for his graduation because she is very determined that she will go see him and I wish I could just make that happen for her like that.

Roses and Thorns

So here we are, Thursday night. Two days before my blogs are due and I'm up doing these because I'll be at my dad's this weekend without internet. Joy. Okay let's back it up. I honestly don't remember what happened this week. I know Monday I was sick so I got to have a lazy, fevery, in and out of sleep, netflix day at home with my dogs. That was alright besides the fever and sore throat. Tuesday was interesting. I was just in a bad mood all day for no reason. I was just angry at everything. Wednesday, nothing really happened but today, Thursday was pretty great. A big change happened to me today and it made me really happy. I am now in a relationship with James Morgan :)

A Me Day Parade

Well to be perfectly honest, if I had my own parade, I would make it all black. The banner at the front would say Welcome to the Black Parade. I'd have all of my favorite bands there playing at my parade. Panic! at the Disco, twenty one pilots, My Chemical Romance, Fallout Boy, Buckcherry, Coldplay, Finger Eleven, Green Day, Imagine Dragons, Jet, Kansas, The Beatles, Keane, Death Cab for Cutie, Maroon Five, Paramore, OneRepublic, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, and 3OH!3. Wow... I have lots of favorites. Maybe I'll have to narrow that down some. That could be problematic though because I just love all of those bands so much! Anybody see any favorites that I should keep???

Do you wanna build a snowman?

So if I had unlimited snow and I couldn't get cols I would totally build Elsa's ice castle from frozen for Hannah's baby sister, Kimber. Kimber's favorite movie is frozen and I think she would love her own ice castle. I'm so excited to see KimberLee tonight! I'm going to Hannah's tonight so we can do homework and stuff and watch American Horror Story Coven:). In all reality I hate snow. It's cold and wet and everything is dead. It's boring and depressing. Okay I guess I don't hate snow. I just hate winter. It is awful. My favorite season if fall. It is so pretty with all the colors and the leaves falling. I love fall :) Okay this blog has gone on way too long. Hope you all have a great weekend!!